It's impossible to put the pieces together

Starkissed sunrises break over the dewy dropskies

Magic tricks skittering through the stars 

Like sparklers on a halloween fall night

Hush in the night barefoot slippers across the roof

Slide down the banister into my mind

Is there a universe where you're in my mind

It's quiet out on the beach

Like a million miles away

Astray away from the fray over the ray away from the malaise

Waves breaking out over the cement and I'm invisible in the air

Glowing light shines like the heart of time

And I still have no answers 

No questions no talking no blue eyes in the sky

Where did you go trickling by

Like hourglass sands in the sands of time

Hotel on the beach and it's still in the air

I've been searching for that ever since

How many years has it been how many times

The moon looks down and still I cry

Through the sun its beams its rays its shine

Sunbeams glancing across the watery lake

The gods cried lots of tears to fill up these puddles

And still it was the worst murder that's ever happened in this world

Or any other world

The candy cane world or the aqua rangers world

Colors swirl and turn and swirl

Like fog in the glass a glistening mirrorworld is uncurled

And I fell into the liquid of the mirror

And into another world

Like sinking into the melted glass of the universe

The brightest light you've ever seen

Shot through like silver glistening through my eyes

The glowing air like lightning in the water

And there were bloodstains in the curtains of the universe

And you opened up the curtains

And blew my mind

White blossoms drifted onto the water as it was led to the edge of the waterfall

Over the cliff into infinity

Where was the glass the glowing orb

I looked for the light the moon the sky

And all I could do was watch the sun cry

Puddles of light across the stupefied slipstream

Melting starlight with the silent starbeams

Ice melting in the frosty glass

And suddenly it was the winter of the dream

Summer starcastles and lake limelight

You're in the spotlight and your hair dances on the wind

And I was dreaming a dream

And I was dreaming a dream

All the king's horses and all the king's men

Couldn't put the pieces together again

They were torn astray

Could I be the water

Slipping down the stones of a fountain in the lobby of a restaurant

Peaceful and quiet and forever and ever

Keys tinkle like piano keys and open all the locks

That's your voice

In the morning, anytime

I slipped through the sky where the clouds would cry

Like ball lightning and hail and raindrops across the sea

A rainy window into another world

Where I'm across the sea under the sea

Splash through the surface like splashing your face in the sink

Clouds of starshine floating across my face

And I was still wondering

Let the wind whisper through the waves

And the sun drink the dew of the morning 

I walk across the lake

I walk across the water

I drink the sunshine

Like liquid fire Sunny-D

The peas are growing in their rows

I walk across the lake

The power lines stretch out to civilization infinity

I walk on the water

Every raindrop melts into my heart

And there is no heart

There has never been a heart there

Just an empty cold shell semblance of a human

And I've finally figured it out

I am a facsimile of a valid person

I am a well-intended idea

With no means to fit into any of this at any time

I feel the water beneath my toes

There are sometimes waves in rivers

The downpour flows from the sky to the mountains to the river to your feet on the shore

I will just fade away

Everyone else can have everything

The red and silver ornaments glint in the window light

Angels whisper cascade illusions through the sunny clouds

Time stands still on the fountain pen

I walk on water across the lake

Was God in the sky

was god in the sky

was god in the sky 

was god in the sky

Everything became slip shining swirling turning commotion ocean

In my head and in the slipstream

Go away mind it's another olympics of quickly falling slow turning cream

The foam on the ocean spray hits you in the face and you don't know where to turn crash crash the waves come in and it's exhilaration as you hold her in the waves

Some things you do for the first time and some things you see others do and it's like learning there are alligators in China and I don't know where to begin but sometimes you feel the knives the knives like icicles in your chest in your heart and there's nothing you can do, there's simply nothing you can do

That's how it goes she said well how does it not go when the lights go out in your head and there is nothing but electric dread I came home to my sanity and all I saw was calamity and I saw disaster ahead and I wanted out to the soccer field in California where everything was crazy and I wanted out I wanted out I wanted out I wanted out

I wanted a way out I wanted a way out where was it I don't think it exists I think it's just pianos crashing in my mind until the end of time I don't know the difference between anything anymore the dishes soak in the sink like cantaloupes in the sky soak to the bottle rocket sprinkling mist were you lost in the treetops I was lost in the treetops somewhere away on an ocean away can the sirens sing once again so I can hear them and go mad I want to go out of my mind out of my mind I don't live here anymore I simply don't live here anymore 

Exhilaration jubilation rubies jewels cutlass swords the swords so sharp it's a sad day in my town it's a sad life in my town the balloons drift into the sky and then burst and then there is no answer they're just gone like 400 messages that went too late like 400 words and 400 things to say and where was the blue mysterious clay I never ever ever say anything and then I regret it it's always way too late where was Brooklyn was it in my mind swirling whirling turning time you turn back and you look around and you try to envision the look of sound the taste of time the ocean in the rush of life colors like a kaleidoscope and you were my idol for so many years I've worshipped at the altar of so many things and I just feel electricity shocking like sparks and you're in the dark and there is no reward no reward just emptiness for everything you've ever done and everything you've ever hoped and ever dreamed

It's a nightmare nightmare city and the wind whipped me and the jagged rock was on the outcrop and the castle stared at me like so many years all these years where has the sun gone where has the moon it's gone into a space whirlpool and I came out the other side into emptiness

Take 

take

take 

take 

take

take 

take

I'll give it away that's all I ever do

I've got no energy left the magnetism went out of my mind and it's just electromagnetism without the energy

The interview failed and my application for life was declined

It was denied

I don't deny anything where was the museum and where was the steeple where was the ways to have another peace of mind swirling time rip roaring electric peace of mind the rapids went over the rocks the streams the rivers and I went under the water turning turning I came up for breath thank goodness thank goodness but then it was another thousand years why the isolation why the desperation why the silence in my mind why the glowing moontime tide I really really don't want to keep going I'm just waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting until I can go it would be such a blessed relief such a blessed relief

Pinocchio changed everything the songs are in my mind in my head in my breath my soul rises and falls where is my breath where is my head where is my mind I rush into the oceantide oceantime and ocean water on feet crystal drinking sprinkling streets London was living in the rain and I was humming with the pain I like scars and cuts and when I have blood for some reason it usually feels good unless it hurts too much toast was served and I was waiting where was the shuttle to the airport where was the answer where was the silent stream it was a silent spring can this be a spring to remember again all I want is you and your pretty face it's just electromagnetism it's just true magic insanity the water was clear it was bright blue the white sand it was clear it was clear everything was clear I could see my face in the reflection and there was no wind no way to begin begin again on the doors of time where were the million ways to unwind did you linger in my soul I was lingering at the door and I wanted to cross

Quiet the mind with another ice cream she said there were a million streams I flew too close to the sun and I fell I fell down my wings melted and I'm in the mist lying in the mist

Quietude silentude paintbrushes slapping the paint so many colors thick paint flowing blankets alimony sunlight forts the doors the shackles the endless dew the life the hope the faith it's few the dusty sprinkles the moonlit Mars the drinking shaking springtime cars the summer outside the turtling rhyme the ancient drinking gurgling brook in time it's frozen in time a million years away I floated a thousand years astray years are miles and pass the whiles and where was the silent night Christmas lights whalesong I was going to sacrifice sacrifice myself the elf was on the shelf back on the stage and I was frozen where was the way I thought I saw it freshness guides you to the cherry filled meadow the berries are all around and the humming breeze and the grass and it was so nice

The clouds floated away I was underlined where was the sand where were the pancakes what was fading what was turning I was yearning I was yearning music gates music and lakes the jump was far the water I couldn't take or she couldn't take light up the room the peaceful room it was another way to be at school I was tears in rain I was stardust in the sky I was candle in a candlelight candlestick mirror and I was seeing stars I was seeing electric mirrors mirrors surrounding electric cars where was the way back where was the mist I want to drink the mist and the dew the egg smashed and everything spilled out my heart spilled out all over you all over the universe where were the million ways to get back to go back jubilant daisytime sunshine nightbeam dancing breeze in your ears and life in your eyes the window was open and the breeze from the beach whispered in

Light touches upon the keys of life in the sky

Sunlight twinkling down through the clouds like so many ripples

Light touches change the fates of the clouds 

Swirling turning like so many gods on the sea

The sea of life that stretches around

And when I woke up again I heard no sound

The mind clear the path turning

Again and again and my thirst is bursting

Sometime along the quicksand time

Someone forgot to know how to rhyme

And the fates of the keys began to slip and not chime

Chiming begins the lilting waves

The trees on the ground whisper and sway

And I couldn't hear their words

For I was in the cave

Just too far far away

And the marbles like rain fell onto the jade

The porch so green it was almost burning

The gold in your eyes was turning turning

And I felt like the sea had spilled from the sky

And the voice on the wind couldn't lie or cry

But maybe there could be a way to sigh

Or a way to begin to begin to try

Sundrops dancing upon the dew

Fairy tales dancing claiming they're new

Is anything new

Is anything okay

The look in your eyes could have led me astray

To jump off a cliff of 1000 feet

Or lay for 1000 years in the street

Things are always more than they appear

Things are so far and so near so near

Globes of glowing sprinkling spray

What was the tune that got in the way

What was the key that undid the lock

What was the time that threw off the clock

I couldn't begin to know where to begin

With the voice of sound or sky or pen

The glass shattered in order to impress you

The light of the moon was always a mess too

And was there ever a way to find out a way

Or was the breeze in the night always going to carry us astray

Your voice on the breeze drifting in through my window

The waves on the beach and you on my pillow

The leaves on the trees they know how to ache

A thousand years is a whole lot to take

A thousand moons and seas and stars

A thousand million centuries far

Far far away from the lightning game

Is there a way for your sigh to ever be the same

Is there a way to dance in the rain

The colored globes in the snow and ice

Light up like ruby in the frosty light

The way the boardwalk spoke to the ocean

And the way the sand was still without motion

Is the way the choirs sing of the silence

Between the notes of the bells there was a ringing quiet

The hum began to whisper again

The words of tongue and whisper and pen

And the persimmon tree sat gently on the hill

The wishing well was a little bit still

Light danced upon the sparkling keys

Spray trickled in drops on the breeze

The lilies were cool in the forest rain

The staircase of valentina allegra de fontaine

Hallelujah

Hallelujah

Hallelujah

Hallelujah

The words trickled across the moonlit stairs like the whisper of a quiet curtain, like the strokes of a god who had forgotten how to do anything but drift along and hope

It came in through the window at night and I felt such a longing were you there, were you there?

Drifting across the cement, at the place where my mind used to meet the stars

Every time I forget about forgetting the circle winds and the wishing well drips and the night is open like the endless sea

In the sea of the universe there were forgotten memories of cruising before the sun and I was left alone, alone wondering where to begin and where to continue

Everyone is caught in an endless trap of trying to prove themselves and none of us, none of us, none of us chose to be here

We were all thrust into this world without a guide and without instructions and we all just want to bathe in the cool water forever and ever

We were all put here without choice and without any explanation of what is going on and we're all expected to be all right

Will you be alright, in the whispering wind?

Or did I break you, as I break everything that is a part of myself

Will there ever be a way to travel through time

Or will we always be stuck

Wishing we could put the light back in the lamps

And the glow back in the stars

Forget all the times

I drifted into the current

And swam to Pluto

Like it was the next door neighbor's swimming pool

I no longer understand or believe any of the considerations of the other times

Can I just drift into the sky

And never ever again

Not have the ability to sigh

I'm in the silver slipstream

Of the current of life

And I'm living with the spirits

Of twin hope and desire

There was never anything that could stop the sea

Except the wall that was just out of reach

The silent sound

Of the deep sea

Surrounds the room with the movie theater

Like a couch and a pillow and a dream

I dreamed of the seven times

And the other signs

Seasons and rhythms and rhymes and lights

Let us go to the woods

Let us go to the stream

Victory is within the reach of design

There were seven stairways to the ground floor of Rome

There were seven skylights in the southern ice home

The South Pole hides the secrets of enchantment

And you took me away on a curtain of entrancement

And I have never gotten back